Thursday, July 30, 2009

The nature of being family...

I went to Ann’s (my sister) school yesterday; I was replacing my parents to collect her report card. Talking about report card, well she got 3rd place in the class. Is that good? Maybe, and I guess it’s good for her, but I’m a bit disappointed with few grads that she got.

Due to my dissatisfied, I can’t stop my mouth from nagging at her along the 9KM way (well I’m the nagging lady in the house). However, my heart told me that she deserved something for getting 3rd place in the class. I’m sure if dad is around we’ll have marvelous dinner last night because he never fails to have a celebration for us every time we achieve something that makes him happy and proud. So, I stop at one of the shop and bought ice-creams for us. Since I’m jobless, I can only afford ice-creams. I guess its good enough for her.

I remember the moment when I stay with my big sister back in Kajang. She always treats me nice foods when she got extra money and even bought me gorgeous red shoe.

(The gorgeous red shoe)

But here, I’m the big sister for my little sister Ann and brothers Dean and Winner. I got real big responsibility ahead of me! But I only bought her ICE-CREAM?!

I did talk about sending Ann to hostel to her class teacher, but the respond was very negative! I can’t forget her advice; it keeps on playing in my mind. I suddenly felt so terrible! How can I have a thought of sending her to the hostel?! I’m mentally and physically capable enough to look after her! What? Am I running away from my responsibility? OMG

To cover up my guilt, I decided to spend her YoYo. YoYo is the most famous drink in KK.

I guess ice-cream is good but YoYo is much better. (If my big sister, Sheela read this, I’m sure she gonna cry craving for the YoYo........hahahahaha........Taaaaaapun!)

(Yam Milky Tea)

(Coconut Cube)

(Garlic Cheese Toast)

(Tuna Cheese Toast)

It is true, though we have our own life, our own goals, our own dreams that sometimes make us feel like running away from our family, but no matter how important is your life, no matter how big is your goals and no matter how huge is your dreams, we can’t just running away from our family from the responsibility of being family because family is where you always have a special place that money can’t buy.



Sunday, July 26, 2009

Random shots!


(I saw rainbow somewhere in Kimanis on my way back to KK)

(I went to SSTC with Elol the other day)

(On my way to fecth my lil' sis)

(The sawah padi)

(The farmer and his wife)

(Enjoy watching my bro Dean painting the lorry)

(The recent jobless me)

(*^*)

R.I.P - Yasmin Ahmad

May Your soul rest in peace.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Another one?

My feeling just recovered day ago from all the sadness of losing close relatives. But few minutes ago, I received a call from my very close friend telling me that her grandfather just passes away. I really don’t know what to say! Seriously, I’m so tired! Tired of being sad! But this is life, this is the reality.

To my darling Elol, please be strong, this is the reality. Pray for his soul.

Will be visiting her tomorrow! Hope that my present will somehow calm her emotion down.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Celcom Broadband di kampung saya?

I went back to Kuala Penyu, Kg. Kiambor specifically last 2 days. Well, so busy running here and there for my last respect to the death relatives.

Today we’re going to the funeral of someone who is so dear to our hearts. He was always there with us as I grow up. Someone who is so funny, so helpful and so kind. However, no matter how much we love him, God loves him more. May his soul rest in peace.

Well, I’m sitting at the balcony of our late grandparents’ house now, waiting for my mum and my sis to dress up. I’m using my uncle’s Celcom Broadband. Cool o.. The coverage so superb. I guess I should say, Celcom is the best! But Digi Always the smarter choice!!

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Lost in my very own land!


Ever since I landed KK, I’m officially a driver to my little sister. I woke up as early as 6.00am every weekday and send her to school which located 9km from our house. Wait for her calls to fetch her up again in the afternoon.


I have to admit that after having my driving licence 6 years ago, I was so annoy to drive lately. How I wish I have a driver for her.


Today, I was asked to drive my uncle (driver again) here and there since his car was admitted to the workshop for servicing proposes. Know what, I was lost in my very own land, SABAH!


I did blame the construction works going on especially the main road to the heart of KK. They are doing the renovations yet they don’t put proper sign for the temporary lane that I should use! Well, I’m new here okay. Hahaha


I was so piss off yet I can’t stop laughing at myself. 3 years back I was the expert when talking about KK’s road, but today I was lost! How cool is that?

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I’m Back…


Woo…hoo after 11 days…here I am, I’m back. Really good to be home again.


Landed KK on July 4th, 10:13pm!


Been extremely busy for the past 11 days!


Still searching for job & waiting for calls!


Miss Fidelia, I want my Sushi hahahahaha…. I will visit USM this coming Monday for some legal purpose.


Lots more coming soon! Stay tune! (",)