First Paper - done!

Okay,

I’m done with my very first paper for this semester.

CTU 553 Hubungan Etnik

Ustz. Zaharah Yahya (034)

2:15 – 4:15pm

Oct 30, 2008 (Thursday)

Dewan Seri Budiman

Waiting for the next paper on Nov 01, 2008.

When I’m naughty

Being trap in hotel for almost a week, this morning I went to faculty to check my carry marks.

I went to the main tower too. Released boring!

Free so free.

Survey...(27)

Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby? : Have to ask my parents
Were you the first? : No, third.
Who was present at your birth? : Later i ask my mom ya.
Were your parents married when you were born? : YES
What is your birthdate? : April 01, 1986

Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced? : Married
An only child? : No
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: Middle
What are your sibling's names? : Too much to write!
Which parent do you get along with best? : Mom
What do you fight about? : Normal stuff
Do you have step parents? : NO

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best friend? : I guess
What do you like to do when you are together? : Talk, talk & talk
Do you share the same interests? : Sort of
Which friend can you tell anything to? : Trevor

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem? : Can be both, depends
Do you get depressed about things easily? : Maybe
Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an introvert (reserved)? : extrovert
Are you happy? : I am
Do you live life to the fullest? : Yes

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look? : Yes
Describe your hair? : Not so short
How do you dress? : simple, not really care bout fashion

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child? : I can be one
What did you used to love that you no longer do? : What a.....*thinking*
Do you have the same friends? : Yeah
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? : YES

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition? : Teacher
Are you scared of growing old? : No
Do you want to get married? : Definitely

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? : Indoor
Favorite Season : Musin Hujan
Do you like walking in the rain? : Used to

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian? : No
What is your favorite food? : Tuhau
What is your favorite dessert? : I don't really into it
What is your favorite restaurant? : Chinese restaurant
Are you a fussy eater? : Can be one

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken? : SINGLE
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl? : -
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world? : Absolutely
Do you believe in love at first sight? : No

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences? : Represent Sabah for public speaking competition
What was one of the worst? : Not listening to my instinct
Have you ever done drugs? : Yes, for medicine...hahaha
Have you ever thought you were going to die? : Yes

Fengshui Diary 2009

Well, I believe in Fengshui, I'm happy when I saw the diary.
Now, I own it!

Hope 2009 will be the lucky year for me!!!

The Gifts from CSS

Our Good Foods

After having rice, sardine & Maggie for almost a week, we decided to treat ourselves with good foods. So we went so Plaza Alam Sentral, (PAS) last Saturday.

(April)

(Along)

(Rezah)

well, I only spent RM7 for that delicious claypot chicken rice & Nescafe ice!

Happy Deepavali

Enjoy the season!

Do visit her...

Well, she just started blogging,
do visit her ya...

"Titian Perjalanan"

To Rezah,
May you enjoy blogging ya...


P/s - wanted to print screen her page but I'm not so expert!

CSS – UiTM Shah Alam

I came to know this place when I was in semester 1. People said, it’s a place for worshiping, singing, hangout, making friends, bible sharing etc. However, I decided not to devote myself to that particular society. I don’t have any strong reason for that too.

When I was doing my first intersession in May 2007, I was given an opportunity to stay at that house (CSS house) for a month. Well, I get close to Charles, Pili, JaQ, Fiona and Q. These peoples always make me laugh, play badminton with, we cook, eat & wash dishes together, jogging with, kayaking with, going to church with etc. I really miss those moments. I did met Cornelius, Kaleb, Jeremy, Beba, Vie, Frankie, Jupe, Calvin, Imelda, Bob, Ah liau, Elsie, Amyx, Laluki, Amy, Blacky, Richard and Christ too. (Few names can’t recall, sorry)

I left CSS for quite sometimes, but deep inside I miss that place. CSS teach me what friendship are, who Jesus is, what life is etc. I do regret for not participate all the activities before but nothing much to regret now right!

Last night, I went to CSS again because I was invited to the Final Blessing Mass for graduating students and for final examination. It’s really good to be back again. I love the feeling being in that house.

We were celebrating the Mass with Rev. Fr. Christ, with the theme of love; there are so many new perspectives that being exposed to us. After Mass, lot of special activities being held for us, the graduating students, such as the presentation of special dishes, special gifts and sing along. We did sing the ritual song for graduation by Vitamin C, Graduation Song (Friends Forever). The feeling was so bad, so sad.

I found many new faces there. I did saw few of my juniors from St. Francis convent, KK too. I’m glad at least they are in the right society. Even if I don’t have to chance to join CSS totally and get close to others, but I’m happy enough to feel and to have that friendship. Guys, thanks for the wonderful moments.

Output from my T-200.

(Rev. Fr. Christ)

(The blessing part)

(Q, the president presented the special gift to me)

(Pili & me)

(Frankie & me)

(Lisa & me)

(Nancy, me & Lisa)

(Edna & me)

(Amanda & me)


CSS - Shah Alam rocx....!!!

Tag (5)

Sheela tagged me!

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.


1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- We're done.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Me as a lecturer, teaching in Istanbul!

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
- It's no good to practice it dude!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
- I've to see the financial expert first.

5.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Both

6. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- I'm not sure, but I'm not going to wait for it. i've to fight to get one!

7. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Let him go.

8. What do you pray each day for your loved ones?
- Jesus, protect them, guide them, love them, forgive them, please let them know that i'm so in love with them. Please let everything easier for them. Amen

10. What takes you down the fastest?
- For and foremost, intolerant.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- Surrounded by my students & my love hubby & playful kids.

12. What do you really want at the moment of responding to this tag?
- Money, I need to go to Turkey.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- She's so moody. She's so firm. But tia luki.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Married but poor, well wealth is not everything!

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
- Look at the my hp.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- I'll give my very best.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Unfortunately, i never! so.......

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Yes, keeping it make me sick.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- I've been in both situation. But single is much better now.

20. Would you leave your family behind just to chase your dreams?
- If i did, I'm the stupido!

Okie okie, now I would like to tag:
Nobody, cuz everyone is buzy with exam i guess. But for manusia biasa is compulsory.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Aprilinerosedamian Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic “Type A” personality. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! Wanna try? Click here It's 96% me...

Survey...(27)

18 QuestiOns abOut the first persOn on ur tOp 8

1)What's his name?

-Dean Damian

2) Do you trust him/her?

- 70%

3) Where did you meet him?

- Dunia ini

4) How old were you when you met?

-1 yr ++

5) Is this person one of your best friends?

- Yes, we are

6) Where does this person live?

- KK, Sabah

7) Are they older than you?

- No, 1 yr younger

8) When is the last time you saw him?

- Last 5 months

9) When is the last time you talked to him?

- Last few hours - YM

10) Are you related to this person?

- Yes, sister-brother

11) Would you do anything for this person?

- I'll die 4 him!

12) What is this person's favorite thing to do?

- Internating & smoking!

13) Are you b/f and g/f?

- We're sister & brother

14) Do you have nicknames for each other?

- Yupe

15) do you have pics of this person on your myspace?
- unfortunately, I don't have myspace

16) How many times do you talk to this person in a week?

- Quiet a lot

17) Do you think this person will repost this?

- No, He's damn busy with his thesis

18) Could you live with this person?

- Yes, I'm dying to live with him!

Apabila selimutku koyak...

Hahaha, ni memang sudah mencapai 'boring' yang tahap maximum...Tiapa la, dijadikan cerita, di bawah tu my blanket yang di bawa dari Sabah ke UiTM sejak semester 1 lagi iaitu pada 2 Julai 2006. Baru- baru ni terkoyak pula, oleh kerana 'sentimental value' punya pasal, jahit lo.

Actually, ramai ba orang yang doubt kebolehan saya ni...terutamanya kemampuan saya untuk memasak, menjahit, mengemas rumah, seterika baju dan berbagai lagi kerja-kerja yang dilakukan oleh 'PEREMPUAN' hanya kerana saya ni 'ganas' sikit, hahaha, tu la mat salleh cakap "Don't judge the book only by its cover" Tapi kalau sudah hal2 yang keperempuanan tu contoh macam 'bermake-up', 'bershopping', 'dressing', 'berhandbag' etc tu memang fail la....hahah

It's okay la, ni post pun semata2 untuk membuktikan pada kawan2 yang nda percaya saya boleh menjahit, yang saya memang pandai menjahit! Saya ambil EKONOMI RUMAH TANGGA dulu time form 1-3 ba.

Tag (4) - Breast Cancer Awareness

-RULES-

1. Put the logo in your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who shared it with you. - ESTHER
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs
a) Sheela
b) Puteri
c) Ms. Fid
d) Abby
e) Erna
f) Wanie
g) Peggy
4. Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.


P/s - Men, if you're care enough, take it & do it!

When I’m emotional

Final exam is just around the corner. I’m happy bout it actually because I don’t have to go to class anymore. However, being in the final semester to listen for lectures and what so ever, I’m kinda sad. I know I’m going to miss all my lecturers, all the stupid jokes of my course mate, greeting all my senior lecturers who fail to give a smile, listening to my juniors calling me “kakak April” etc.

I did touch when listened to my lecturers’ last wishes and words. They sound so emotional. I’ve gone through the similar situation for the past 4 semesters, but this time is so different, so emotional! (May not to you, but definitely to me)

“Saya halal kan segala-galanya, all the best for the final exam ya. For those who are going for their practical training next semester, I wish you luck, don’t forget to portray a good image of UiTM. April, I’ll always remember your umbrella.” – Pn. Lailatul Faizah Abu Hassan, OCS 462.

“I wish you all the best and if got anything regarding your practical training please contact me ASAP. Each one of you are special to me, I Love my students.” – Pn. Shereen Noranee, OHA 671

“Saya nak minta maaf atas segala silap dan salah sepanjang saya mengajar, I’m new, but I enjoy being with you.” – Ms. Suryani Che Din, OSM 601

“Glad to have you as my student, I can see the potential in you, you may go far. All the best.” – Pn. Jalilah Ahmad, HRM 547

However I’m glad cuz at least I’ve spoke to all lecturers this semester. I got the opportunity to build a rapport! So I guess I should manipulate the Malay pantun below.

Intai padi antara masak,

Esok jangan layu-layuan;

Intai kami antara nampak,

Esok jangan rindu-rinduan.

To meet them is not what I planed, to love them is not what I wish, to hate them is not what I want and t leave them is not what I decided.

Form illusion to reality

Well today is so wonderful, I finally have the opportunity to meet Andrik.

Little bit bout our friendship. We know each other from blogger friends. Never talk to each other before, only exchanging comments and chats in each other blogs.

He went to Kolej Kenanga 3 today, where I stay, to let us test his newly develop system. Well, I’ve to congratulate him for the impressive system even though some improvements needed I guess. (Jangan ko marah Andrik)

Okay, I need to thank Farah, Yati & Aju too for willingly spending sometimes to try his system and fill up the questionnaires. Check out the pictures below.

Farah, the first respondent

Me, the third respondent

Yati, the second respondent

Andrik is checking the time I guess!

Aju, the forth respondent

My roommate & me

Here we are! Andrik & me.

I really need to appreciate what the technology can do for me, especially giving me a chance to meet a new friend who really has a lot in common. We talk a lot bout are feelings, our state, our country, our future plans etc. really never though we’re so similar.

To Andrik, thank you for choosing me, I’m really happy I can help you somehow (I hope). Don’t forget to buy Sabah’s Map! (He not sure where Kuala Penyu is!) I wish you all the best for the system as well as your future undertakings!

I Love You enough...

I love you enough…

When we always have picnic together,

Even if we’re hard enough for you to handle.

I love you enough…

When you asked us to clean up the front yard,

Even if I hate to do so.

I love you enough…

When you never fail to let us feel what other kids felt,

Even if we know, you can’t effort it.

I love you enough…

When you never fail to go home,

Even if sometimes, you can’t buy us anything.

I love you enough…

When you never fail to buy us the same cloths,

Even if sometimes, we laugh at it.

I love you enough…

When you give us shelter,

Even if sometimes, you’re forced to work harder.

I love you enough…

When you cook for us,

Even if you did it rarely.

I love you enough…

When you always be there for us,

Even if you’re far away.

I love you enough…

When you say you love us,

Even if you don’t say it directly.

I love you enough…

When every time I open my eyes,

You are always my only dad.

Suffer from diarrhoea…

Last night was terrible night for me, Suffer from period pain and diarrhoea at the same time…

(This is the point when hate being a woman. However, I love myself so much.)

I’m dying, almost crying! Luckily, my roommate gives me tips to stop the diarrhoea. Her instruction was…

“april, ko buat teh pekat-pekat, lepas tue jangan letak gule, ko minum la, mesti berhenti punye la”

At first, I refuse to listen to her, I’m scared if the drink will worsen my current condition, but after few hours, I decided to try.

She helps me to boil the water. I make the drink my own. The taste was damn horrible! Felt so dizzy.

Surprisingly, it’s really work! So, if you suffer from diarrhoea, do remember the “teh pekat-pekat”

Thank you Arjuna Fawwaz…

Good Luck!

Good Luck…

Especially goes to those who are going to sit for final exams.

Friends in USM, UUM, UPM, UKM, UiTM (all over Malaysia), UNIMAS, UMS, UNITAR, UIA…etc.

P/s - bloggers yang duduk exam macam si Nit pun a termasuk...

Intolerant manners

Sitting inside the PTAR computer lab make me sick when few intolerant manners occurred.

1. Letting your phone rang with distractive music, as if you don’t see the silent mode sign.

2. Talking like no other business.


Well, as UNIVERSITY students I think such behaviors can be shunned. But still you prefer to do it because you are so damn selfish!


I Love UiTM, but I’m extremely hate those intolerant students!

If you're one, shamed on you!

No matter...

No matter what we have,

I know it is not ours forever.

No matter how sad it is,

I’ll keep being strong.

No matter how I love it,

I’ll let it be.

And,

No matter what,

I’ll always believe in Him.

The way she scared me!

(It has happened two nights ago.)

I was talking to her, but no answer. So, I turned my head, Oh God!

She’s on her bed with her ‘Telekung’

Scary, isn’t it?

Jom Gempaq!

Jom Gempaq

(FOMT Family Day)

Saturday, Oct 18, 2008

Padang Kompleks Sukan, UiTM

8:00am – 2:00pm

Photos captured!

The bunting

My Deputy Dean, Ass. Prof. Dr. Narehan Hassan & me

My Dean, Ass. Prof. Dr. Rudzi Munap & me

Ms. Rochin

Mr. Latif & Ms. Rochin duet “Aku cinta Aku rindu”

Efa, Anne, Bec, me, Ara, Reza & Joyce – friends from Om 221

The greedy clown! I hate u!

Our T-shirt

I’m in Health Admin okay!

I did enjoyed myself, but I really suffer from sunburn now and sure it’s gonna take sometimes to recover.

:(

Biorhythm Chart

Biorhythm Chart for Aprilin Rose Damian
Born: 04/01/1986
Today's Date: 10/17/08

I don't understand! :)

Filem Pertama Terbitan UiTM

Filem WAYANG terbitan pertama UiTM/Research Management Institute (RMI) dengan kerjasama FINAS akan ditayangkan di lebih buah pawagam mulai 13 November 2008.



Sila layari http://www.fact.uitm.edu.my/wayang untuk maklumat lanjut mengenai filem WAYANG.


p/s - UiTM sudah jadi penerbit film la. Maka dengan itu para x-UiTM & current UiTM jangan lupa tunjukkan sokongan anda dengan menonton filem ini.

I…

I used to be a very good orator,

but I fail to tell people what exactly I have in mind.

I am talkative, but it seems no longer I am.

I may look outspoken, but I am sensitive.

I am sometimes perceived as daring, but I am not.

My actions always being misinterpret by others.

These cause me hurt them, which I don’t mean that way.

Hence,

I’ve learned that one should speak up his mind.

Don’t expect people to understand what’s in your head.

Stand firm if it is right.

No more keeping it to yourself.

Even if your word may hurt them now,

Eventually they will see the truth later.

-april-

Award....('',)....3

My third award!

Manusia Biasa (a blogger friend from Indonesia) has awarded me

1.Put the logo on your blog.
2.Add a link to the person who awarded it to you.
3.Link 10 other bloggers whom you wanted to share this award to.
4.Give a reason why you consider that person's blog cool.

*since I got more than 10 in my list so I just leave it here. However, for those who feel that they are qualify enough, please don’t hesitate to copied and pasted it in your blog okay.

P/s – Indirectly this award goes to everyone that listed in my blog list

The TV series

Okay

Did you people know or still remember a drama named ‘Sutun’?

Actually, it is one of my favourite.

Being played on TV1 move to Astro and now on TV9,

I’m still the die-hard fan.

May sounds funny and weird to some people,

But, ya it’s me.

I do love Upin & Ipin too.

They never fail to make me laugh.

It’s among the best Malaysian animated series (Malay Version) I guess.

The sitcom became my tertiary source of laughter without I realize it.

To watch the whole episodes logon to www.tv9.com.my

Ecclesiastes 3: 1-8

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Important Dates!

Just some update

• Final exam

• Oct 30, 2008 – CTU 553
• Nov 01, 2008 – OCS 462
• Nov 06, 2008 – OSM 601
• Nov 07, 2008 – HRM 546
• Nov 11, 2008 – OHA 671

• ITIL Training
• Nov 24 – Dec 03, 2008

• Practical Training
• Dec 22, 2008 – Apr 10, 2009

High Blood!

‘High Blood’ is my jargon for angry.

Talking bout angry, huh!

It’s something that I don’t really like to feel and hate to bump into.

However, I’m just a normal human being,

I can’t get ride of it!

After attended the Finale Finesse Workshop this morning,

He came to me; he told me what they have said.

We’re blamed for leaving them a portion to be completed.

“Peduli ah, siapa suruh tinggalkan kerja yang susah utk kitorang”

OMG, we just asked them to complete the appendices!

Is that so damn hard to do?

Is that too much to ask?

They really make me high blood!

Finale Finesse Workshop

APID PROGRAM

“FINALE FINESSE WORKSHOP”

Dewan Kuliah Delta

8:00 am to 12:00pm

October 11, 2008

Handbag Planet

Girls if you interested to win free bag, this is your chance!

Try your luck here okay...

Handbag Planet


p/s - Guys you should try too, maybe you are the lucky one!

I was searching for an article on Self-empowerment. I came across to a topic of ‘Lesson of Love’ it’s good and I’d like to share it with others.

Lesson of Love

Each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life, people, relationships and God.

When someone lies to you, it teaches you that things are not always as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to let people know yours.

When someone steals from you, it teaches you that nothing is forever. Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose it. And never ever take your friends and family for granted because today is the only guarantee you have.

When someone inflicts an injury upon you, it teaches you that the human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best you can; it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.

When someone mocks you, it teaches you that no two people are alike. When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their heart.

When someone breaks your heart, it teaches you that loving someone does not always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put together -- times ten!!!!

When someone holds a grudge against you, it teaches you that everyone makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing anyone can do.

When a loved one is unfaithful to you, it teaches you that resisting temptation is man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance against all temptation. By doing so you, will be rewarded with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.

When someone cheats on you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may be. Do not feel guilty about our success, but never let an obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.

When someone ridicules you, it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no control. What about lessons to be learned from Man's good deeds?

When someone loves us, it teaches us that love, kindness, charity, honesty, humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often abused.

When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die, will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy or sadness?

Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the world. Use it wisely. Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's scale in the right direction.

Month of Rosary

Well, since it is a month of Rosary,
Please don’t forget to say your prayer ya.


May the blessing of OurLady at Fatima be with us now and shall be world without end.

Amen.

OT – Putrajaya

We went to Hospital Putrajaya this morning; we got an appointment with Pn. Sahbaria, sister of OT division.

Well, I never thought that Hospital Putrajaya was so different from normal government hospitals in Malaysia. It’s much better in term of structure, facilities, specialists etc.

Nothing much I can write bout it, we just having a chat for almost 45 minutes bout the training & development carried out in Hospital Putrajaya.

Some pictures for remembrance.

For lunch, we went to Pak Ali Kopitiam and I’m having Nasi Ayam Lemon.

Wanna thank Irshad for the ride, Ang & Mizi for the stories.

Tavadak @ Tawadak

MISS TAVADAK (TAWADAK) 2008/2009

(I got the crazy title from Nit and he claimed to be the DEWA of Tavadak)

Tavadak or tawadak is actually a Kadazan dusun name for winter melon.
It’s really good when it served as soup.

Winter melon contains:
• Dietary fibre
• Vitamin K
• Thiamin
• Iron
• Magnesium
• Zinc
• Manganese
• Vitamin C
• low in saturated fat & low calorie

Need recipe? Click

Survey...(25)

1.Do you like to talk a lot?
- Yes

2. Do you love anyone now?
- Yes, my family & friends

3. Do you hate being scolded in public?
- 100% yes

4. Do you hate school?
- No, I love La Salle

5. Do you hate yourself?
- No, I don't!

6. Do you find yourself cute?
- Yes

7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now?
- No

8. Do you smoke or drink?
- Both no

9. Do you like your teachers?
- Some

10. Do you take drugs?
- Medication purposes only

11. Do you like going to the movies?
- Sometimes

13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
- Call

14. Do you eat every morning?
- No

15. Do you go online everyday?
- Yes

16. Do you want to cry now?
- No

17. What are you doing now?
- Answering this survey

18. What are you thinking of now?
- Istanbul

19. What are you listening to now?
- Dusun song

20. Who was the last person who sent you a message?
- Reza

21. Last time you got lonely?
- Never

22. Last time someone made you happy?
- Few seconds ago

23. Are you angry at someone?
- SO far no

24. Guitar or drums?
- Both no

25. Do you love the people who make you happy?
- Of course

26. Do you believe in those people?
- Not so

27. What is your target for this year?
- 1st class degree

28. Do you rather shop alone or with people?
- Alone

29. Who do you hate now?
- Nobody

30. Who are your best friends?
- They know who they are

31. Who are you missing now?
- Lord

32. How are you feeling now?
- Excited

33. What can you say about your ex-bf?
- He's nice person to hang out with

34. Are you single or taken?
- Single

35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?
- Yes

36. Do you think your ex really loved you?
- Yes

37. Message to your enemy?
- Lord is watching you!

38. The most important thing in a relationship?
- Communication & trust

39. Say something about alcoholism?
- Better be careful my dear!

40. Any advice to a friend you know who has a problem?
- Don't worry, be happy!

41. What can you say about "HATERS"?
- Lord will judge them!

42. Name a person you like to see everyday.
- Apriline Ros Damian

43. You're in love with that person?
- Yes

44. Last tough question you answered?
- Transformational or transactional changes?

45. What did you answer?
- Transformational

46. Do you have a lot of pic in your friendster?
- < 50

47. Favorite place?
- Home

Murah Rezeki Ni.....

Syukur Tuhan…

Tia putus-putus ni kawan-kawan bagi kuih raya…

Yang biskut raya & kerepek ni Dila dan orang rumahnya bagi.

Yang paling best dapat duit raya dari Pn. Shereen.

RM1 pun jadi la yang penting ikhlas kan…

Murah betul rezeki kan…

Thanks ya Dila & the gang, god bless!

Survey...(24)

1. Were you smiling when you woke up this morning?
= Am I? not sure

2. When was the last time you met someone new?
= Just now

3. When did you last eat pizza?
= Long time ago

4. Do you drink beer?
= No

5. Do you wash your own clothes?
= Yes

6. Are you any good at poker?
= I am

7. What do you want more than anything?
= Love & Respect

8. Are you tired?
= Not so

9. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing in your room?
= Pillow

10. Pepsi or Coke?
= Coke

11. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
= Cheated? No

12. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
= Yes, but no tattoos yet

13. Taco Bell or McDonald's?
= McDonald

14. Are you restless?
= No

15. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
= Laptop

16. How many friendster views do you have?
= 20 + for this month

17. Want to be a prince/princess?
= No need

18. Do you believe dreams come true?
= Yes

19. Last song you heard?
= Wanita - Siti Nurhaliza

20. Do you like Batman?
= NO

21. Who is in the room with you?
= Aju my room8

22. What r u wearin on ur foot?
= Now? none

23. What was the last thing you ate?
= Maggie Sedaap

24. What were you doing before this?
= Eating

25. What is the closest item near you that is blue?
= RM 1 note

26. In your opinion what is the weirdest thing listed on goofysicons.com?
= I'm not interested to check

27. What instant messaging service do you use?
= SMS, YM, MSN

28. what is ur fav website?
= Blogspot

29. Whose house were you at last night?
= No one

30. What do you wear more, jeans or sweatpants?
= Both no

31. What is the last movie you watched?
= Cant recall

32. What do you currently hear right now?
= sounds of fan

33. When did you last buy a new pair of pants?
= Long time ago

34. Where's your favorite place to be?
= Hom

34. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?
= Yes

35. Where do you sleep?
= My room

36. Where do you shop the most?
= Kooperasi

37. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
= F.O.S

38. Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
= Both no

39. Where was your default pic taken?
= Everywhere

40. Why did you pick your background?
= Its my problem

41. Are you happy with where you are?
= Sort of

42. Do you believe love at first sight exists?
= Yes

43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries???
= Yes

44. Do you believe that you can change someone?
= I don't

45. What are you going to do after you do this survey?
= Something else

Raya Spirits

I know I am always lucky.

My Malay friends never forget bout me.

Even though I can’t celebrate Raya with them,

But they always know how to make the spirit alive within me.

These are the foods that they ‘tapau’ for me.

The Dragon Fruit was especially bought by Abah (Ibu's dad) for me;

He knows I love it so much.

Some ‘Kuih’ are from Sabah, which I really miss it.

e.g. Kelupis, Kuih Cincin, Kuih Lidah etc.

Just take a look on what we have ya…

(Dragon Fruit)

(Raya Cookies)

(Kelupis)

(Rendang Ayam)

I'm damn full!

Special thanks to:
1. Ibu
2. Along
3. Reza
4. Aju

Another episode appears

Raya holidays have come to its end.

Another episode appears.

Tomorrow will be like before.

Classes will continue.

Datelines are calling.

Tests are in the air.

Final exam is coming.

Me?

Survey...(23)

Do you eat eggs?

:: My Fav

What did you last eat?

:: Fstiv Combo - Cla blanja

If you had to date a famous person, who would it be?

:: Orlando Bloom

Have you ever tried illegal drugs?

:: Not yet

Do you care about politics?

:: So so

Have you ever dyed your hair?

:: Never

Have you ever dated someone way older than you?

:: Not yet

Have you ever been in a play?

:: Yes

Do you like clowns?

:: No

Do you know what your IQ is?

:: Yes

What do you eat for breakfast?

:: Nothing

How many children do you want?

:: 2

What is the last book you read? Was it good?

:: HR- so so

Have you answered all of these questions honestly so far?

:: Yes

Have you ever been drunk?

:: Never

Do you have brown shoes?

:: Yes

Have you ever touched an elephant?

:: Never

Have you ever spent the night in the hospital?

:: Yes

Has anyone ever under-estimated your intelligence?

:: Yes, and I hate it

Could you date someone of another religion?

:: Why not?

What was your first pet?

:: None

Where were you born?

:: Beaufort Hospital

Have you ever moved to a different state?

:: Yes, Sabah to Selangor

Why does it get dark at night?

:: No sun

When you blow your nose do you look at it?

:: What?!

Do you take showers at night or in the morning?

:: Both

Why do people call you the nickname they call you?

:: They used to

Ever thought you were pregnant and you really weren't?

:: Never

Do you still watch kids channels?

:: Yes

Are you listening to anything at the moment?

:: Sounds of fan

What was your last phone call about?

:: Dad asked me okay or not

Want to get something off your chest?

:: No

If someone hated you, would you want to know about it?

:: I don't care

Ever pretended to be sick?

:: Yes

Are your parents reasonable?

:: Yes

Survey...(22)

Do you have a facebook?

:: No

What is one thing you miss about your past?

:: I'm not sure

Can you play pool?

:: Me? Haha

You like the color green?

:: Okay la

Does the number 19 have any significance to you?

:: Not really

Its 4 in the morning, your phone rings who do you expect it to be?

:: Mom

What do you think your best friends doing right now?

:: Doing her assignments

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?

:: 27 maybe

Who was the last friend in your house?

:: Nobody

Can a girl and a guy be best friends with out having feelings for each other?

:: Can, I've experienced it b4

Have you had your birthday yet this year?

:: Ya

Have you kissed someone this month?

:: No

Last place you went shopping?

:: Can't recall

Have you ever been camping?

:: Yes

When was the last time you went to the beach?

:: Long time ago

What was the last item you spent over 100 dollars on?

:: I don't have money lo

Did you meet anyone special this year?

:: No

When is the last time you went out of town?

:: Long time ago

What are you thinking about?

:: Final exam

Last person you hugged?

:: My dad

When was the last time you felt stupid?

:: Nta la

What is bothering you right now?

:: Some normal problems

What do you think of your number 2 on your top friends?

:: He is someone that i can talk to

Have you ever seen somebody get shot?

:: Live? No

When was the last time you saw your father?

:: Month ago

Look to your right, what is there?

:: Fan

Have you ever been in a car accident?

:: Yes

Has anyone ever saved your life?

:: Yes

What are you looking forward to?

:: Final exam

Who do you text the most?

:: ??? not sure

Most exciting thing that has happened to you this year?

:: I saved someone life

Last place you lived before this one?

:: Sabah

Ever been in a fish fight?

:: No

Ever carried a weapon around with you?

:: No

Ever stepped in dog poop?

:: Dulu2

Who is your craziest friend?

:: Elol

Ever been caught doing something illegal?

:: Not yet

Ever use a bar of soap to wash your hair?

:: Dulu2

Last time you saw your grandma?

:: 6 years ago